Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I am such a lazy bum

I still have not started the book... I have to turn it in tomorrow.. Sigh..Well i got my makeup back but i also got my phone IMing and Web cam taken away because of grades.. 
Well ALL of my friends are going to a leadership thingy today. It is at my old school. *tear* i could see al my old friends but nope.. Because we have to say the negro national anthem.. Sigh ppl these days..

Monday, February 22, 2010

Really Mother? Really?

Okay so last night my dog had some seizures. I asked my mother if i could go to the vet this morning with her.. she said No because i had to do my work.. i said I can take it with me..She said NO i said y ... etc. Still wont take me..
No i haven't opened the book yet but i plan to. soon considering its first chapter is due Wednesday. well i am out bye bey

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Dreams are bittersweet

Its true they are. I had a dream about my first love last night.. It was wonderful!! I still feel deeply for him but in a little sister kinda way.. . My dream was he came and hung out with me.. he lives in Missouri. whatever.. The Lord is  my one and only anyways.. I love him (Jesus) he died for me and you and everyone..

Crazyness

OK so today my rents and i were talking. We had to let our gardener go because of the tough times. Well today we had to mow the lawn ourselves. Due to the fact that i am driving soon. And that i will need $ for gas training etc. he is letting me have $20 a week if i mow and $50 if i rake, blow, and spray the yard. I am so happy! The Lord is blessing me!!
Still have not opened the book. *sigh* ..I have been reading another book called a bride most begrudging.. its very good. guess i will start the book tonight. On Monday i can start wearing makeup again.. so happy!! I just got  new mascara and eyeliner. Well back to room cleaning i am out. Praying for ya!

Friday, February 19, 2010

Haven't sarted yet

Yep haven't really even opened the book.. .. guess i will start tomorrow i might crack it open today but i am not sure. 
I had my heart broken yesterday. There is a guy that goes to my church who has a crush on me but i am not looking for a relationship,, but i do hang out with him a little. My best friends brother who is a great example of the guy i someday want to marry.He usually say "hi" or waves or just smiles at me.... Well on Wednesday he didn't even look at me so i was wondering what was up..that was so not normal for him.. well yesterday i was IMing with this best friend of mine and she and we started talking bout the guy that likes me and how it looks like we are going out.. i was all like GREAT... Well it turns out on the ride home her brother asked if we (the guy that likes me and i) were going out!! So now  i have to clean this mess up. With LOTS of help from the Lord. Anyway.. have a good rest of your day. .

Thursday, February 18, 2010

So sorry

Hey i know i haven't been on in like forever. I am sorry. The life of a teenager is VERY busy! School, church, Bible studys. Right now i am going through the book "set apart femininity" by Leslie Ludy. I am going to start posting about it at least once a week.. hopefully. If you want to check out more stuff about set apart femininity here is the link
http://setapartgirl.com/home.html .
I am do this with my closest friends. I hope and pray this with further my walk with God.